28th january 2010 00:20AM
Posted: Thursday, March 25, 2010 by indentity concealed! in
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today, browsing my cellphone, i found a new year message from you on 1/1/2007, three years...
these days i live more in past and my dreams than my reality...my past makes me happy when i see us together, and think of all the time that was spent with you....
in my dreams, which i see with open eyes what i see makes me happy, i see us together living the future, but as soon as i comeback, my tears start to fall... as this fake world reminds me that those dreams shall never come true...
on 26th, while writing motion's paper... i wrote two poems, both for you....
INCOMPLETE WITHOUT YOU...
when every ray of hope,
is down the hill...
when even in a shreiking crowd,
you lay still..
when everything moving,
seems numb...
and even no pain,
gives a scratched thumb....
when time seems dread,
and the people, crowd...
when nothing makes sense,
just nothing loud...
when still yo lay,
in the world just yours,
i think of you,
and the moment of ours...
the time we had,
and the time we're at....
two separated souls...
just miles apart...
you know, every mention of your name is a high alert for my stupid brain, it brings a lot more to my mind than it shud... it painsmore than every pain i've had till date... i dont know where's going but your memories are becoming fresher everyday.... i'm not able to put a full stop it... i dont want to but instad of helping me... this is worsening my case...
when grandpa left me behind, i owed him a sorry... and when you did, i still feel the same, i didnt part ways, just wanted to give more of me to studies... wen u faced the last second accident, you remember i'd asked you to swear not to use the bike... boy wish you'd have taken my words... wish i could have never faced the 12th january ever... love you boy...
when every ray of hope,
is down the hill...
when even in a shreiking crowd,
you lay still..
when everything moving,
seems numb...
and even no pain,
gives a scratched thumb....
when time seems dread,
and the people, crowd...
when nothing makes sense,
just nothing loud...
when still yo lay,
in the world just yours,
i think of you,
and the moment of ours...
the time we had,
and the time we're at....
two separated souls...
just miles apart...
you know, every mention of your name is a high alert for my stupid brain, it brings a lot more to my mind than it shud... it painsmore than every pain i've had till date... i dont know where's going but your memories are becoming fresher everyday.... i'm not able to put a full stop it... i dont want to but instad of helping me... this is worsening my case...
when grandpa left me behind, i owed him a sorry... and when you did, i still feel the same, i didnt part ways, just wanted to give more of me to studies... wen u faced the last second accident, you remember i'd asked you to swear not to use the bike... boy wish you'd have taken my words... wish i could have never faced the 12th january ever... love you boy...
SIMPLY LOST....
time has moved on,
and has left me behind...
along the empty roads,
solace.. how can i find?
reiterating my own verses,
empty handed i lay...
with just a boon of tears,
since the time goodbye you say....
life is no more than
an old empty castle..
with roads untreaden,
with doors of glasses,
and memories of past...
nothing without your smile,just footprints did last...
no one sings anymore, no songs of praise...
what passes like years, is just a passe of days!
what do i do now?. where do i go?
no one to call to, no one to hold!!!
no one to share,
joy or pain...
no one along side,
in the teary days of rain...
and has left me behind...
along the empty roads,
solace.. how can i find?
reiterating my own verses,
empty handed i lay...
with just a boon of tears,
since the time goodbye you say....
life is no more than
an old empty castle..
with roads untreaden,
with doors of glasses,
and memories of past...
nothing without your smile,just footprints did last...
no one sings anymore, no songs of praise...
what passes like years, is just a passe of days!
what do i do now?. where do i go?
no one to call to, no one to hold!!!
no one to share,
joy or pain...
no one along side,
in the teary days of rain...
