my diary...

tougher!!! day by day things are getting tougher...seems as if instead of healing, wounds are deepening... worsening everything... its almost impossible to stop my tears these days... i dont feel like enjoying at all... how can i wen you cant... god's sick!!! he really is... he cant see the amounnt of injustice he's done... when he had to punish me, he could have taken me... he's a loser, he took you away...... well he seems to be clever...!!!.. he knows wounds pain more than numbness... he's taken a part of me, so that the other half gives up.... its not far that i'll kill the other half........

he challenges me all the time, he looks at my smile... as if he's sayin "how long are you gona smile?... " but i wana tell him that,even if he's taken the other half of me, i would smile.... coz i have... ok fine, m a loser..lost without you and betrayed by god..... nothing's left by now..... just nothing...